Well it is Friday night....and I'm here. Well ( Read more... )

As time passes and the tides change, feelings and emotions are churned ( Read more... )

    Revelation today.....its kind of an obvious one but ( Read more... )

Oh man, times have changed. For the harder of course, but I'm ready. I have done so much in the past week that I once thought unimaginable. I got confirmed and strengthened my relationship with my Godfather, I ran at state and pretty damn good too, and got closer to my friends. But really in truth in the last week I have done alot of growing. More ( Read more... )

Tomorrow once held so much hope
But in time it seems that it lost much of its luster
Nothing could be further from the truth
Tomorrow is so much more than what we think
It is the door to the rest of our lives
The way out of today if today is ever that one bad day
Or the continuing of the best today there ever was
But to dread tomorrow is no life to ( Read more... )

Lets see the time now.....10:32, thats exactly how much time I just spent taking a super cold shower......and I think I swallowed some soap but oh well. Nothing in the world can possibly describe how I feel so I'll do the best I can ( Read more... )

First of all let me start byt saying "Fuck!" and i mean that in the nicest way, it took one simple simple statement to make the switch click in my head, I read it like I was waiting for an envelope to open and see if I was the winner. Turns out in a way I win and in a way i got kicked in the nuts, but thats beside the point......marking the time ( Read more... )

I walk around as my eyes begin to hurt
And in an instant I begin to shed tears of blood
I cannot see the room I am in
I do not panic or scream
Instead I stumble around looking for something to grasp
But I cannot remember the room I am in
Instead I fall to the ground wiping my eyes
Still unable to even see the floor below me
Still not a word has ( Read more... )

I lay asleep somewhere I don't recognize
My eyes far too heavy to open even alittle
All I know is that I am asleep
Because this reality is not what it seems
There is hope where there should not be
There is persistence in actions that should be gone
And somehow I am still here
I would rather leave this place and wake up to the unknown
I fear this ( Read more... )

    The beginning of the end is coming. Oh yes, it was ( Read more... )