I have lost a lot lately. It seems it all has happened since I decided to give god another shot. All this god does is TAKE and TAKE. I'm DONE! DONE DONE DONE
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I don't really understand what happened. All of Friday he was runnin around playing with my other cat Sieven. Then Sat morning we woke up and he was laying in the bathroom floor. I was like "move luny boy" and he wouldn't move. So, I picked him up and he cried and his belly got all stiff. I told Matt we had to take hime to the ER. Somehow, they figured out his kidneys were shutting down and he was bleeding internally. The vet did surgery to repair him and put a catheter in. He said Lunars heart stopped on the table like 4 times but he kept hime going. I don't think the vet thought he was going to make it thru the night but he humored me. I took him home to do fluids and shots for him myself all night. But he didn't even make it an hr after surgery :o( When I saw him after I knew it was done, that he'd never wake up but I was in denial :o( I don't know WHY I couldn't make myself believe it. He was the healthiest animal we had, or so I thought. I just don't understand it. Its just not FAIR!
I still just don't understand what happened. It hit me like a ton of bricks. It just doesn't make any sense at all. He was just FINE and now he's dead. I just don't understand it :o(
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I don't really understand what happened. All of Friday he was runnin around playing with my other cat Sieven. Then Sat morning we woke up and he was laying in the bathroom floor. I was like "move luny boy" and he wouldn't move. So, I picked him up and he cried and his belly got all stiff. I told Matt we had to take hime to the ER. Somehow, they figured out his kidneys were shutting down and he was bleeding internally. The vet did surgery to repair him and put a catheter in. He said Lunars heart stopped on the table like 4 times but he kept hime going. I don't think the vet thought he was going to make it thru the night but he humored me. I took him home to do fluids and shots for him myself all night. But he didn't even make it an hr after surgery :o( When I saw him after I knew it was done, that he'd never wake up but I was in denial :o( I don't know WHY I couldn't make myself believe it.
He was the healthiest animal we had, or so I thought. I just don't understand it. Its just not FAIR!
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Thanks Doz *hugs*
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He was loved and he will really be missed a lot.
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