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It's different when you're lonely,
the whole world's in love.
Holding hands between bar stools,
and you're holding your tongue.
Hold on - you're so fucked up...
so fickle.
Isn't this what you want?
So simple, so single.
But it's different when you're helpless.
When the bars close their doors,
growing hostile towards your waitress...
those extra tips went ignored.
It's different 'cause you're desperate
Begging mercy on the sidewalk
to a sea of last callers
(keep the conversations quick
and keep them interested!)
You're different...and they sense it
Your eyes can't disguise it...
so glassy, half empty.
Ready to spill.
Hold on- please don't leave yet.
I can't go home alone,
it doesn't go over so well.
So hold on just a little longer.
At least through the night,
at least 'til the morning.
Hold on. Hold on to me.
I can hardly stand - much less
the sight of myself.
So hold on, hold on tight dear.
Put your foot on the gas -
get me the fuck out of here.
this is exactly how i've felt for the past month.
so today was a little better. i got some laundry done, mike hung out and we watched the pilot for a show called Reaper by Kevin Smith which is going to be hilarious when (and i mean when) it starts really going. i've been trying to stay optimistic about everything, i was hoping to hang out with crystal tonight but that didn't work out, there's always the rest of the weekend though, and i have Monday off from school and i believe work.
someone pointed out that i'm cocky a little earlier. i'm used to it now, i get it every once in a while and i'm surprised as to how long it's been since someone said that to me though. i've noticed that since everything happened i've been even more cocky. it really depends on who i'm talking to though, certain people i'm just cocky and don't give a shit, but other people i actually care about and talk to normally. i've noticed with crystal i actually care. i haven't been all cocky with her. i mean not the asshole cocky that i've been to a couple other people, of course i've been at least a little cocky, that's just how i am. i think a lot of people confuse my know it all attitude with cockiness though, but i'm not trying to be cocky, just cause i have something to say about a lot of things, especially musically, doesn't mean that i'm cocky. i just like to share the wealth, some people like to know random shit sometimes lol.
fuck i have to be up early and it's really late. i'm going to bed.
ps: i want another tattoo and my birthday's coming up :) *hint hint*
the whole world's in love.
Holding hands between bar stools,
and you're holding your tongue.
Hold on - you're so fucked up...
so fickle.
Isn't this what you want?
So simple, so single.
But it's different when you're helpless.
When the bars close their doors,
growing hostile towards your waitress...
those extra tips went ignored.
It's different 'cause you're desperate
Begging mercy on the sidewalk
to a sea of last callers
(keep the conversations quick
and keep them interested!)
You're different...and they sense it
Your eyes can't disguise it...
so glassy, half empty.
Ready to spill.
Hold on- please don't leave yet.
I can't go home alone,
it doesn't go over so well.
So hold on just a little longer.
At least through the night,
at least 'til the morning.
Hold on. Hold on to me.
I can hardly stand - much less
the sight of myself.
So hold on, hold on tight dear.
Put your foot on the gas -
get me the fuck out of here.
this is exactly how i've felt for the past month.
so today was a little better. i got some laundry done, mike hung out and we watched the pilot for a show called Reaper by Kevin Smith which is going to be hilarious when (and i mean when) it starts really going. i've been trying to stay optimistic about everything, i was hoping to hang out with crystal tonight but that didn't work out, there's always the rest of the weekend though, and i have Monday off from school and i believe work.
someone pointed out that i'm cocky a little earlier. i'm used to it now, i get it every once in a while and i'm surprised as to how long it's been since someone said that to me though. i've noticed that since everything happened i've been even more cocky. it really depends on who i'm talking to though, certain people i'm just cocky and don't give a shit, but other people i actually care about and talk to normally. i've noticed with crystal i actually care. i haven't been all cocky with her. i mean not the asshole cocky that i've been to a couple other people, of course i've been at least a little cocky, that's just how i am. i think a lot of people confuse my know it all attitude with cockiness though, but i'm not trying to be cocky, just cause i have something to say about a lot of things, especially musically, doesn't mean that i'm cocky. i just like to share the wealth, some people like to know random shit sometimes lol.
fuck i have to be up early and it's really late. i'm going to bed.
ps: i want another tattoo and my birthday's coming up :) *hint hint*