I know I havent been writing here very much, I'm going to try writing here --> for awhile.

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My boyfriend/fiance/runner-up for fuckup of the year for 2011 & 2012 is back in jail. He called me this morning, so solemn after failing a drug test. "I'm an idiot and I'm sorry." I told him that I didn't want to tell him how stupid he was, but I didn't know what else to say and we laughed for a minute. I don't know why he is so self- ( Read more... )

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Damn, my opiate hobby is getting a little too expensive. I'm averaging over $30 a day now. It's just been so consistently available that I've lost track of how frequently I've been using, and how much. I bought everything my dealer had the other day, then my boyfriend got his percocet prescription filled and gave me some pills that he owed me, ( Read more... )

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"My boyfriend is in the TCU"

oh drunken restored draft option, you just ruined the srs bsns of my planned post. oh well, i'll toss it up anyway.

take my hand
take my whole life too

Cloud nine, ten, eleven.. & only 10% of it has anything to do with the percocet & pizza humming on the tripwire of a blood/brain barrier. I like him, I reallyreally do.

Entry from 11-13-2001When I got home from my appointment, I went to the Mall of Georgia with Cat. Saw the most beautiful blue corset that I want from Victoria Secret. Too bad it's ( Read more... )

i'd die for you once, but never again.

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People ask how I keep doing it.

But I guess I'd just rather die than grow up.