Well She hurt me more than any girl ever has. I love her and am in love with her but she needs time to figure out who she is. And she told me not to call cause she needs time, which is probably the single hardest thing to do. I not only lost the love of my life but I lost one of my best friends the one person who always wanted to hear how my day ( Read more... )

So to all the ladies out there, I am single again. Though not willingly

I want coney with Dennis so bad but things are so hectic right now. Well the new job is going well, I am about to get a promotion. Life is good, and we are getting ready to move into the new house. It should be an easy move since the house is a block away. I have outgrown alot of my old friends we have just changed and grown in different ways.

vagina...

I wish I could find a job

stand on the shoulders of giants and claim your prize
reap the rewards of a job well done

you guys meant more to me than most of my family, I thought I was really your friend and now it's like I don't even exist to you people. My home was your home for how long? You were always welcome in my house for any reason, in fact I gave some of you a place to stay so you didn't have to sleep in your car, and now that I don't party like I ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas

I got my christmas bonus from work today, It was called a pink slip. I got fired today, 2 weeks before christmas. Whitlam label bought my company, so now I don't have job. Some small severence package, merry fucking christmas.

I often feel like I don't belong. Part of me says that I am an outcast and the other part says that I do it to myself. I just don't feel like I connect with the group anymore, and when I do feel like I connect it seems like the other person just doesn't feel it like I do. I t causes me lots of stress, and how would I bring it up, I can't because ( Read more... )