good joke...

[manksie]

yeah so the whole "my life is getting a little better" thing really isnt working out for me i guess. i talked to gina tonight and she calmed me down alot. i miss her so much its not even funny. and she didnt really even do the "im gonna laugh because i dont know what else to do thing" and i really needed a good talk tonight and i thank her so much

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[ending_a_smile]

i can only hope that feeling like hell is finding myself because hopefully at the end of this year, things actually will be better

i think of you as a very strong person. and i wont say feel better because it isnt that easy. feel however you want. but dont doubt yourself because you are so awesome!