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[mannequin987]

so kt ims me. I am curious how long I should keep being civil, or if I should just tell her to leave me be. I mean no offense.. but it still hurts to talk to her and I don't see that changing anytime soon. That tied in with the thinly vieled jibes she sends at me makes it a most unpleasant experiance. I could be rude and tell her to shove off

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[mannequin987]

I have made my decision and already taken action. I do and will always love her, but can not tell when I will be comfortable talking or visiting with her. So I basically said I needed time 'to get over it' god I hate that phrase... and in truth might never 'get over it.' :shrugs: Until then I can not be around her, nor talk to her without having a physical/emotional reaction. (shaking, shivering, suddenly going cold, breaking down in tears.. [crashing] ) So.. meh... this isn't how I want things to be, but it seems the only choice left to me. :-/ (jibes include not so gently reminding me that she has a boy friend, and telling me that it was my fault she stopped talking to me because I fill her world with drama. Okies.. whatever i'm too tired to argue anymore.)

As this is a few days old I doubt anyone will read it, and honestly that's fine. I have complained and lamented this enough.

Successore novo vincitur omnis amor.

[jeskrt]

I read it