Let the tears wash the pain from these tired weak eyes
Let the fools sing again after walking in my shoes searching for a miles end
Lend me just another chance so that it won't all be for nothing but pocket lent

I've been running late for life since I started
I don't know if I will ever be worth taking to market
Call the sun
Call me done
Flung among the waves
As I shout I could have been saved
Fake the end
And keep the lent
I’m nothing but a dent
In this world I always feel spent

I grabbed my bag by its strap, as my knuckles turn ghost white I linger on the why. Why to carry on, why to move on, why to not let the tide slowly take you out to sea. I try to fill the emptiness inside with hopes of better days, with thoughts of better times. I promise myself that what I do is the right thing, but once your there you can never ( Read more... )

I search through all my past records and logs
It must be in something Satan saw
How could I have gone so wrong
How did I come to this here and now

I hope you reach the surface before you run out of breath

I'm sinking...bleeding...drowning
In this murky pool of misery
Never to feel serene in this backwards scenery
Maybe when the sky runs dry from all it's tears
I will have no fears
And will be with nothing left
but time that isn't set

Fist Aflame

I breathe it in
I send it out
I concentrate on the future dance
And I see my rage all summoned
Up to me
Out to you

As you share my pain
I’ll kill the part that remained sane

Walking through these mirrored dreams
it will melt in back into the ordinary seen
when I wake from these shadows of the real
I may just remember how much I really feel

set me ablaze
send me into a loving daze
just don’t leave me stranded in this world size maze

Another day at home
another day alone
feel the minutes
feel the hours
sitting here like a left for good doll
just watching the time crawl
there’s nothing left to do
hope this day ends soon

Like unwanted tears
my thoughts trickle through me like mirrors

set aside
set in stone
but always alone

you have your self
good thing that friendship will never melt

I want to lean into the sky
I want to feel something more than just time passing me by
why are there nothing left but constructed lies

I need this chance
just one last dance
give me some space
or a half way decent date

feel me
abuse me
just don’t loose me

sing to the masses
that filled all lasses
with lust filled minds
I will always sighn