i didn't get cast...again...that makes um, FIVE times now. it wouldn't even bother me this bad if this wasn't my last fucking chance my senior year. the other times were ok because i knew there'd be other plays, other times before i graduated...but this was it. this was my last chance. what makes it even worse is that I'VE BEEN IN THIS FUCKING PLAY ( Read more... )

i'm really eggcited about the egg baby hehe. yes, i'm strange

ever talk to yourself? yeah...i wrote a 3 pg note to myself...i feel better now. yay me

ever plan something in your head only for it to go totally opposite in real life ( Read more... )

ok...so...i have semi date but before i tell you who it is you must all promise you won't beat me up about it...

( I DO SOLOMLY SWEAR THAT I WILL NOT BITCH AMANDA OUT OVER WHAT I READ UNDER THIS CUT )

( end of the year survey )

first entry of the new year, bitches!!

hahahaha

i think i need a date to semi...because bryan's my date and i know bryan, thus i need a date....hah...i doubt he'll be able to go. sweet kid, but very unreliable...kinda like me minus the frizzy hair and big boobs(yes i did have to mention my boobs thankyouverymuch ( Read more... )

gawd...our country's getting more fucked up as we speak (http://www.in.gov/legislative/interim/committee/prelim/HFCO04.pdfRead more... )

me...in the news...again ( Read more... )

why do people feel the need to lie to spare someone else's feelings? why can't they just tell you the honest to god truth instead of telling you one thing and then another three days later. i've almost completely run out of trust. he hurt me. i hate that line, "I'm not like others guys" that's the most fucked up thing anyone could ever say. and he ( Read more... )

incase ya'll are worried about me...yes, i was in the hospital. no, i'm not dying. i got this infection thing from SHAVING! it's called mrsa or something like that. anyway...i'm sure kooki told ya'll some stuff, so here's about how it started. like thursday i shaved, i got on an ingrown hair on my leg, i tried to fix it...it swelled...i thought it ( Read more... )