I was so fucking bored today i painted a mural on my wall using my fingers. it was fun, but now im really friggin dirty. so, i had no idea what i was doing while i was doing, just kinda going with the flow, know? it turns out it kinda looks like the world ending on one side and a building burning down on the other side. weird. still fun to do, and ( Read more... )

A- Age of your first kiss: 13 ( Read more... )

So, last night I got really drunk with some friends and my parents at my apartment. It was pretty cool, I had a good time and suspect everyone else did the same. We played songs, we talked, and we drank so much fucking alcohol it would make your head spin. In fact, my head did spin all night long and all morning long. Good times, very good times ( Read more... )

dry raindrops flow from your eyes ( Read more... )

maybe it's just that time of the year, but i feel tired all of the sudden.

and to all my friends
i will ask you this question
when will you believe me
when im gone?

and if it only took a minute
i would wonder for a second
when will she believe me
when it's done?

Everyday I wonder to myself what I'm doing here. As I sit and stare at my ceeling in the morning or at night, it's all I can think about. I wonder about my future... Is it good, or is it bad? I wonder about the girl I'm supposed to marry... Have I already met her? Did I already fuck it up? That's probably the hardest one to face. See, when I was a ( Read more... )

if it didn't work, would you use it?
would you let me abuse it?
would you make me amuse it?
would you ask me to bruise it?

if it wanted to break, would you burn it?
would you let me concern it?
would you make me return it?
would you ask me to turn it?

so why do you do that to me?

So my dad had a stroke last night... I was playing a show which we did horribly at and while I was having fun my dad was having a stroke. I saw him at the hospital and he couldn't speak, but he could move his right side which is good since earlier in the night he was paralyzed on that side. He tried to tell me something and he couldn't get it out ( Read more... )

my heart has caved in ( Read more... )