this is one of those nites where i cant be alone... i need someone. someone to hold me...i hate be alone..l i cant i cant stop crying

So I really think things are lookin up for me. I got a promo at work and im a mary kay lady lol and i also am doing an internship at school. Im going to really try my hardest to save up and wat not. But is hard man cuz i just spent $70.00 on my depo shot and $82.00 on my Hep B vaccine for skewl. Then $15.00 for my co pay and $20.00 towards my bill ( Read more... )

Today I slept til 3 in the afternoon and it felt so nice. I woulda slept later but i had an apt with the mary Kay lady. Yep another job for sarah. Im going to be a busy gal with the promo at work and all. Its nice more money for me~! YAY~! Ummm then I went out to dinner with sam. it was nice hanging out with her cuz we used to be wicked close. we ( Read more... )

It really cracks me up. It all does. I immed tiago today and they said it wasnt him and just started talking shit to me. Now wat cracks me up is the only people who REALLY know me are my good friends. Everyone else thinks they know me cuz of things they hear. For instince everyones fave thing to say about me is that im a slut. Now my real friends ( Read more... )

So not to much has happend in the past few days. I went and saw wicker park last nite.. that was an awsome movie.. another thing what is this realize what sarah is month...3 people now.. sarah ooo sarah... why didnt i take u whn i coulda had u .. is basically it. THREE people.. jesus christ. They do it at the time when I dont really want anybody ( Read more... )

so tired... my back and shoulders are killing me.. a lot.. i had skewl today it was actually kinda fun.. im wicked excited i have math class with dave again lol hes funny so that makes class go by a lil quicker which is good.. i have vioce tomorrow and no work YAY. So im talking to jay right now.. hes supposed to buy me a real nice ring haha (joke ( Read more... )

So last nite.. HA i cant beleive wat i did lol. So we went to chris's for a lil bit and we got kinda tired so we were goin to head home.. till richie called and said DK was having a few people over and there was music and beer which is always wat me and nikki want. So everyone was sooo drunk so the boys started doing naked beer slides in the ( Read more... )

So another long day/night at work.. i wanna die i feel like complete and utter shit. My head hurts my stomach hurts...and i have to be up at 6am and holy shit its 2 am. Tommorrow is my day off but im going to north conway so needless to say .. its going to be a long day. ill be shooping and eating so i guess its not that bad... well off to bed.. ps ( Read more... )

So today I worked 2pm-1230am IM SOO SOAR... so ok this is really weird.. i have my pics in my profile on aol.. it makes like easier so i dont have to send peoeple pics.. well for some reason i always get people asking me if im into getting with couples. Like this has happend more then 2 twice... they like wanna meet up with me and like do stuff cuz ( Read more... )

I have talked to him a few days in a row now.. i shouldnt want to... but i do.. i should hate him... but i dont.. i really wish the feeling for him would go away.. i wish i could say that i dont ever want to talk to him but that would be a complete lie... i know it will never be again and i dont ever want it to be again.. but he will always be ( Read more... )