So schools been rather boring do to my 3rd and 4th period. Oh well. I got Sara to help keep me from sleeping all day. I got my car as well. So thats pretty cool. Im gonna go finish cleaning

I fucked up. Big time. Im sorry. For everything. For the last 4 months. For everything. Im sick of hiding. I wish love could be out in the open. But its somthing that must be hidden and never ever shown apparently. I wish I would have just went to sleep when I got home at 6. If i would have i wouldnt have to worry about the rest of my life and what ( Read more... )

So im sitting here bored as hell. Was supposed to go see a movie with Kala i guess but then shes like im gonna try and get a ride over or somthing and then Shes like even if we walked we wounldnt make it but i didnt want to go see the movie anyways, I was just goin to hangout with her cause thats the nice friend thing to do...and i could say hi to ( Read more... )

So nothing went accroding to plan...Everything backfired. He came over but i wasnt allowed to say a word cause my parents made me stay in their room. He talks to my parents and neither of them say anything sticking up for me and sara...like my mom said she would. All I heard her say to him is that she understand where hes coming from. Then the ( Read more... )

T-minus unknown hour and unknown minutes untill i blow up. I dont know what im gonna do when i see him. Seriously.My mom has my back. My dad...im not sure. Depending on how tonight goes, today might have been the last day any of you guys will see me again. Im not being a faggoty emo boy either. I dont know what will happen to me after tonight. Im ( Read more... )

Enough said right? Welp the only thing i look foward to is May 14th, 2008 and the band practices coming up. Really thats like the only things i look foward to...

So schools been decent...except i got alot of english make up to do. Sara was super adorable today. 3 Kissies! heh. she took some pretty cute pictures today and theres one that was super cool of us on the bus and my blue hair and her hair all like entangled or somthing...i dont know but it looked cool. Kala peirced my ears last night. so now i will ( Read more... )

So I hung out with Sara(<3) Kayla, Kala, and Lizzy the other day. Twas fun. Went to taco bell then ate it at Calhoun Park(sp?)and we played on the swings. Then we went to walmart and explored and got ice cream sandwhichs and the cashier was a perve. School today...No one from destin showed up. Oh well. Im gonna go be a nerd or somthing

So yesterday was me and Sara's 6 month. Twas so amazing. I dont think i could love her more. Ive never felt this was about anyone...really. And for all of you that thought she was a rebound after kayla...Well fuck you. Last night was the most beautiful thing ive ever had happen. I was holding her and a song came on and she said everytime this song ( Read more... )

Schools ok. Relationship is ok. Status with friends is ok. everything is ok i guess? I dunno. lifes pretty boring right now.