Comments | manriicabaeju: gj getting your hopes up, self.

manriicabaeju

gj getting your hopes up, self.

Nov 11, 2011 13:40

so, the guy I like has a girlfriend. um, I'm... really, honestly not surprised? but that doesn't really make anything easier to deal with. had an explosion of temper last night, then found out about this, then kind of went blank. mm... idk. it hit me a little later, and I hid in the bathroom for a while because I felt like I was going to vomit... ( Read more... )

trying to keep it together, ouch my heart, ramble ramble ramble, so many tags!!, relationships are hard, i'm not sure what i'm feeling anymore, this is the feeling of letting go, i will roll one more time, distancing yourself from pain, a fragile heart is a cliche, meltdown like a volcano, writing, sensitivity's a sign of a pisces, my heart hurts, hurts too much to cry, what is wrong with me

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vampire_scooby November 12 2011, 02:09:19 UTC

*Hugs*. I know how you feel.

I just went though this too. The guy that I liked got a girlfriend (after what happened months ago).

I does get easier eventually. But if you wanna talk, just let me know. I do know what you're going though.

manriicabaeju November 12 2011, 20:17:16 UTC

I'm so sorry! That really sucks. :( Boys are so stupid, and hard to understand. I wish I could stick to liking girls. It's easier.

I think I'm alright for now? I'm much calmer, and I've accepted that even if he has a girlfriend, I'm going to be happy talking to him and being his friend. It'll be hard, but I'm going to keep my chin up and support him! Because, I mean, it's not like I can just turn off my heart and tell it, "No! You're not allowed to like him anymore!"
So, we'll see what happens. :) But thank you for the offer! I really, really appreciate it. You're such a sweetie. <3

vampire_scooby November 13 2011, 20:59:58 UTC

Boys really are stupid. I wish I could like girls...or just stop having feelings. Either of those would be awesome.

That's always the way to go. Though, I did try to turn my heart off and tell it no... yeah...didn't work out well for me. ~ I'm glad things aren't horrible, though~!

miaoujones November 13 2011, 16:23:16 UTC

It's okay to feel the way you do, and it seems like you have a pretty good attitude about eventually picking yourself up when you're ready. So, I don't know, just trust yourself and let yourself feel what you need to, because trying to repress things is worse in the long run I've found.

Also, an aside: girls are not necessarily easier than boys. The two absolute worst times my heart has been crushed were both by girls. Not to discourage you from liking them! But don't try to stop liking anyone (individual or category of people) just because you think it's harder.