I haven't written in a while so let me update you on whats been going on lately in the fucked up world of Jess ( Read more... )

Yeah...Everything was fine....I'm just a paranoid dumb ass. And I love Pat. I really do. Pat is awesome. Pat, I miss you and I love you so much...Thank you for being with me and being a part of my life...You're the best ( Read more... )

I'm writing again. I'm SO FUCKING SCARED!!! I DON'T WANT TO LOSE PAT!!! I'M SO FUCKING UNHAPPY IT"S ACTUALLY INSANELY TERRIFYING!!!!!!!!No. I can't lose Pat. No. ARRGHH!!! No. Just no.

This sucks.

xxxjessxxx

Ummm...Yeah. So I'm sleeping over Andrew Mortell's house andthe reasoning for this is beacuse he is the coolest person to walk the planet Well actually he just told me to say that the real reason is that I was SO FUCKING DEPRESSED last night so Andrew said to stay here and out of pure obviousness, I did. Pat hates me. I know he does. Andrew says he ( Read more... )

Last night was fucking awesome. I went to the Scarecrow hill show with Tony and Pat. They came to my house for a while first and Pat got me this wicked awesome belt and I've wanted one for the longest time and now I've finally got one. and it's like the best one too. I'm wearing it right now and it's fun. Thank you Pat! Anyways, I wore my "sally" ( Read more... )

Yes, I've been having the best week. I hung out with Pat a couple times and it was great and Halloween is going to be the best. I get to see the two best people in the entire world, Tony and Pat. Yes!! Anyways, Pat is fucking awesome. I like him more and more every day. He's just not like any other guy I've ever liked or gone out with before, which ( Read more... )

Today was the best day I've had in a while. Pat had a half day so he came over at like 1:00. He could only stay for an hour and there was like nothing to do but it was still really great. He's wicked cool and wicked sweet and he's hott too. He got me a rose and I almost died cuz no guy has ever got me a flower in my life. He got me a pepsi too. ( Read more... )

Okay this is only my second entry....and Iv'e had this journal for a long time. That is pathetic. Okay so quick update....ready? Marshfield fair, wicked cool guy, free stuff, Dom's house, Skymaster, underwear on Dom's head, more skymaster, girls gone wild, jess's feet, fireworks....and so on. But that was just one weekend! Well anyways, to get to ( Read more... )

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