I have been doing a lot of reading recently ever since I decided to focus on narrowing down my path based on what I am not drawn to. This method has been easier since there is a fair amount that can be quickly eliminated. I had a dream, or series of dreams in which I saw myslef, vaguely, as a young child. In them I saw my interest and likely path ( Read more... )

This past weekend my wife and I attended a class on the history and use of magical tools. The class itself was very interesting informative but the dialogue i had after was the most meaningful. I asked one of the older men there, Gary, if he knew of a Shaman i could study under. He directed me to speak with James, a Sumerian Priest. He and I spoke ( Read more... )

You Are A: Monkey!

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I am the wind that blows across the sea ( Read more... )

Your EQ is 147
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A Man whose conscious will is at odds with his True Will is wasting his strength. I cannnot believe how adequately this phrase describes how I have felt my entire life and how circumstances have caused me to attempt to find that True Will. I needed to read that line today and remember it even more importantly.

7. Yeshúa says: Blest be the lion which the human eats- and the lion shall become human. And accursed be the human which the lion eats- and the [human] shall become [lion].

As i read i realize the sad state of humanity and see the veil the majority are so willing to wear, especially spiritually. Just last night my wife said to me at random that christians once espoused reincarnation as a core philosophy for over 500 years A.D. In researching last night and this morning i have discovered the same to be true. All of my ( Read more... )

Early this saturday morning I made the mistake of telling my mother about my forthcoming initiation into Freemasonry and she flipped out saying it was no good and so forth. I grow so weary of my family trying to tell me what I should do, this is why my grandmother is rapidly becoming my fave family member. While she may not know all about ( Read more... )

It was the last summer of my Great-Grandmother's life and my brothers and I were sitting on the back porch facing the south. Somehow I had the camera I own now with me and I also knew that this was the last summer the opportunity to take pictures of her for memories and storytelling to my children in the distant future. This porch is (it is still ( Read more... )