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[manx2tinfoil]

I cherish self awareness, yet I loathe it. It seems that I focus on every clockwork of my design... a fragile awareness. What should I care? who I am, flambouyant and annoying in dance, quiet and wishing to be unnattached in classes, a perky camara man... I am content alone with my writing, my music, or my waves. I see my qualities all too often,

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[yourfaceoooo]

i didnt find you flambouyant and annoying in dance. at least you werent whinning the whole time and negative as hell *points to self*

[prettyazngirl]

is that why you were wondering? oh alex, you are very silly. don't worry seeing who you are makes you who you are... i don't think observing yourself makes you any less than that. i found as i observe people and see myself, i can't find one personality to depict me and i don't think there is one way to describe me either. i think it's cause im different in different circumstances, like at home or at school or at the mall. oh well now i'm just trying to focus on school and get by without wondering such things... school is SAD. ps are we all gonna get together this week again? call the cell