is everything i really want ( Read more... )

piss poor.

that is how i feel morally, mentallt, emotionally and pretty much any other area of my life that can feel that way

grrrrr

Shit just sucks ( Read more... )

things ended up so terribly.

It was awful, horrible, terrible, wretched. The whole thing.

And now,

I miss her more than anything.

There's a kind of emptiness that can fill you
There's a kind of hunger that can eat you up
There's a cold and darker side of the moonlight
And there's a lonely side of love

[Chorus]
With you here
Baby I am strong
No ( Read more... )

So walking sucks.

All it does is let my brain work on why I hate people, and who I hate, and why I hate them.

I hate walking places.

I think I have a crush on a girl who is potentially a lesbian. She is so cool though.

RATFARTS!!

So.

Whenever my mom talks, my ears level out. They get that weird level out static noise. Its fucking rediculous.

Plus I have picked up a weird twitch thing.

I am almost at my breaking point again. I think I might explode.

Oh yeah, I'm single again. Hooray for these awesome 2 month bullshit relationships where I apparently care too much about someone ( Read more... )

God dammit.

I am so sick of living right now.

I kind of want to be a ghost.

Quit while I am (I think) ahead.

Or do something drastic?