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[manzin]

40 days and 40 nights and then they built an Archive. I was drowning but you threw me a Lifesaver. You are the Dandyman but the only mirror tricks are the ones I make myself. There is no you in 'mine', but in 'ours' lives an oh. And IOU more than would fit on the side of a cow. Stumbling through roadblockheads with a hand in each fist. Chastened

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[scandelousone]

You know...for some bizarre reason as of yesterday evening, marilynmanson.com has MANY of his older journal entries on that appropriate page. I read through a lot of them before I went to bed last night and then this morning I found your wonderful prose. It's positively eerie how you guys sound so much alike. And of all times for you to write this wonderful work, it was when his journal entries were up. You're just amazing.

[scandelousone]

Oh and I also had a really strange dream about you last night....I dreamt I finally got to meet you and Steven in person and you were both so fuckin cool to hang out with. However some dumbass (and I have no clue who this person was...never saw him before in my life) was trying be all macho and stuff and was threatening you guys physically. I was shooting off my mouth and threatened to put a strategically placed stilletto heel right in his nuts but you and the boy beat the shit out of him quite nicely. *grin*

[manzin]

*sigh* Sounds nice. I could go for a solid beating, provided I'm on the distribution end of the deal. Not enough pit access and few outlets for that kind of energy.

[manzin]

It's not nearly as coincidental as it may seem. Reading his writing does to me what flushing a toilet does to a bulimic. Triggered and popped neatly into alignment. Clique click boom. And thanks.

i love you

[thenineteen]

my own, my soul, my boy

Re: i love you

[manzin]

I love you
a bushel and a peck
a bushel and a peck
and a hand around the neck..

My wounds have never been so sharply dressed as by you. I'd say that you complete me, but you are the complete me. Collect the whole set. I'm set. Or was I Osiris? Call me whatever you want, every name in the book, so long as it's pronounced mine.

you're why

[thenineteen]

I love Manson, you know. you were always why. because i could smell You inside him, because he foretold you before I found you. because I knew somehow he was almost all the same colors and flavors as the home I could see in the occasional prescient dream. because he was both the omen and the channel through which I found you at all. in this one place, it was him, and never you, that was the imitation. i knew he would save me, and he did. and you are how, and you are what he saved me FOR.

(kiss)

Re: you're why

[manzin]

(........stare........)

(pull at, kiss, fierce, cling) I love you..

[burlesquebeauty]

may I add you? *winks*

[manzin]

You may. Sorry for the delay, things have been hectic.