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so it is later...much later than i had hoped, but it's alright. i love thursdays because i have two hours on the internet without having to hide what i am doing with a game of solitaire (my sister and mom are both at work, har!)anyway...
my dad is doing well, right now. which is good, but iam not going to get my hpes up. as negative as it sounds i keep thinking, "it won't last, and it will just be worse when he crashes again. for him, for me, for everyone." my line of reasining, as skewed as it sounds, is that if i don't get my hopes up it won't hurt as bad when he comes off of whatever high he's on right now.
i love my hair, my mother hates it. i love my girl, my mother would hate it if she knew...which is why she doesn't. today will be a good day, by hook or by crook. but i miss you guyses like fucking crazy and i wish i was there, at the play to be a groundhog, at arcata to be a me, at ml to be in high school with my buddies. oh well, i am almost eighteen, and will move out and go to college or something like that.
until later, my compadres...
my dad is doing well, right now. which is good, but iam not going to get my hpes up. as negative as it sounds i keep thinking, "it won't last, and it will just be worse when he crashes again. for him, for me, for everyone." my line of reasining, as skewed as it sounds, is that if i don't get my hopes up it won't hurt as bad when he comes off of whatever high he's on right now.
i love my hair, my mother hates it. i love my girl, my mother would hate it if she knew...which is why she doesn't. today will be a good day, by hook or by crook. but i miss you guyses like fucking crazy and i wish i was there, at the play to be a groundhog, at arcata to be a me, at ml to be in high school with my buddies. oh well, i am almost eighteen, and will move out and go to college or something like that.
until later, my compadres...