Something not like me
this is stupid. i don't even know why am i even feeling like this. it's so stupid, i shouldn't even be getting upset. but i am upset all the same.
two of my kouhais confessed to me that they liked six. that got me gown for no apparent reason. Ring, who's 14 and spike, who's 16 came up and told me today, on different occasions about how much they like six, about how adorable he is and how they wish that he'd notice them.
is it just me or are all my juniors falling for six? what's so irresistable about six that all the younger girls fall for him? why am i geting so worked up because they like him? and the most important question is, why are they treating me like an agony aunt and telling me every excruciationg detail about why they find him cute.
they think that six and i are 'just friends'. so they come to me for advice. "what should i do mel? i mean, he's so popular and all that. How am i gonna get his attention?"
i feel like telling them; "babe, if i knew the answer, i fould be his girlfrind now."
maybe i should tell them to piss off. after all, i've been liking him for ages already. but if i tell them, they'll waste no time in telling six, and the last thing i want right now is him avioding me. we've just become a little bit closer in the past week, and i don't want to risk our friendship with this sort of nonsense.
anyway, the whole matter is stupid. and i don't know why i'm getting upset. i'm stupid aren't i?
stupid, stupid, stupid me.