and i never ever post here :D

I didn't know people actually still read these, but apparently audra does lol. So um, hey there, I'm sitting....I'm looking for a job, and um...I need a hypoallergenic cat...AAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNDDD oh, I'm going a little bit nuts lately. Life seems to want to get complicated when i don't want it to the bastard....so there i wrote more!!!

yup...i sure did....

There was something about the way he looked at me. It wasn’t the look it self, I’d seen that look a thousand times. I think perhaps it was that he was giving me the look, that it was his personality behind the appreciation in his eyes. He was so different from most of the other guy’s I had encountered. For one his pants weren’t sitting halfway ( Read more... )

You fit in with:
Taoism

Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Taoist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life.

60% spiritual.
20% reason-oriented.


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So it's funny to think that just a few months ago I was lamenting the fact that I didn't have enough drama in my life. But I wanted he likes me what do I do drama, not mom's going to have surgery and my friends are retarded drama. At least I do have the he likes me what do I do drama...but that's the ONLY drama I want.

I think I'm becoming addicted to working out again. I felt like crap today, but got on the eliptical for like 15 and now I feel all endorphin rushed. I suppose there are worse things to be addicted too ;)

You know you think you finally find a guy you can be friends with and he wants to screw you. You know that saying that if a guy's your friend he wants to screw you and just fell into the friend zone? I'd like to take this moment to ask all my male friends who read this to tell me how much they DON'T want to screw me. I think that would make me

It's times like this that I hate all the people in oakland and san fran, because it's the surface of the frickin' sun here in campbell today. I also have great sympathy for those of you far out in the east bay, poor jerkeyed bastards. I'm warning you all in advance that I'm feeling much better and that my going out again is imminant, how do you ( Read more... )

For those of you who don't know: i had a bit of a complete mental break down, well sort of. My body refused to beleive that I wasn't going to faint every five minutes. But I have seperated myself from most of my stress and soon you will all be seeing me again, in all my annoying glory. It's been months since I've been out, and i can't wait to ( Read more... )