You know you're truely bored when you start filling out the 2nd grade puzzles on the back of a cereal box with a marker because you have nothing better to do
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Well a bit over a week ago I gouged out a good chunk of my knee playing some extremely hardcore volleyball. Things were healing nicely Untill..... I pulled some jackass manuver with a ladder today at work and totally bust the shit out of my knee with the gougage so now the huge cut has bust back open. This sucks.
Today sucked. I realized a big loss at a 100% certainty. I got left alone at work to defend an entire departmeny by myself. And watched my ride home snort cocaine. Where am I going?
Well I'm extremely confused right now. Just as a friend told me how he was I'm feeling the same way, interest seems to come in and I get my hopes up and then suddenly there's no interest and my hopes fall and shatter. I'm extremely confused and 3 days away from giving up all together. Oh well, I suck.
Well as most know already this aint exactly my best week, I've lost something that means the world to me and I've lost 12 pounds in one week. I just really can't stomach food right now because there's a 50% chance it's gonna come back up. I'll get better I promise, I can only allow myself to die for so long. Thanks for all the care.