Scott killed himself. He jumped off a bridge somewhere in Minnesota. I haven't seen him in years, but I can't stop crying. He was an asshole most of the time, but he was kind to me when he didn't have to be ( Read more... )

Grandpa's funeral was today. I found out from his obit that I have 47 cousins on that side. Neen did this neat thing where she asked every child, grandchild, great-grandchild, and great-great grandchild to stand. She said that while we're alive, so is Grandpa. She even found a specky apple and put it on his casket with a photo of him as a kid along ( Read more... )

I feel... lost ( Read more... )

I've come to the startling conclusion that I may prefer smaller fandoms ( Read more... )

...a nurse at the psych facility says she is done with your family's drama.

Yep.

Too tired for this.

I have to bring back a tag I never thought I'd have to: "i might die soon". Well, soon-ish. This year ( Read more... )

So, the Hamilton bootleg found its way to YouTube. I felt too guilty to torrent it, so today is my first time seeing the show all the way through! Being a theater rat, I *noticed* things. Also I'M NOT CRYING YOU'RE CRYING ( Read more... )

"There's a hand rail," they said. "It'll help you keep your balance," they said ( Read more... )

Ah, it's that time again, kids! You get to read all about my theater adventures ( Read more... )

Really, idk why I come to LJ anymore ( Read more... )