Every chapter makes me love this story more. The way you seamlessly move from past to present and back and the way you stay true to the events of their lives is amazing. The 85 Club always seemed so superficial to me, a Korean version of the Brat Pack. I can only imagine how much anxiety they caused Jaejoong. Then again Yunho probably didn't have any great love for F4 either. I was almost hoping that Jaejoong would have ignored the text from Yunho for dinner. He always seems to get disappointed whether it's Yunho's fault or not. I'm pretty sure that Jaejoong will just channel it into writing more sad songs. I wonder which WWW tunes you'll attribute to Jae's favorite muse:) I know which ones I'm betting on! My favorite part was the "morning after" breakfast table conversation<3 I'm going to say right now that was THE quintessentially BEST, awkward YunJae + YooSuMin (you guys could make an effort to keep the noise down) conversation! Thank you so much for not making Junsu an oblivious idiot<3 So many people like to write him as
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Oh I have a particular song from WWW in mind that was inspired by Jae's favorite muse. Hehe --after you read the last chapter maybe you'll be able to guess which one!
And I'm so glad you enjoyed the morning after breakfast convo. That was probably my favorite part to write out of the whole story so far! And Junsu--though he can be a bit clueless, he's really not so much as people make him out to be! And I would imagine he has zero problem with what YunJae does, he just likes to be a bit cautious when it comes to the professional side of things. He's a sweetie.
Yes, I love these boys dearly. You'd think they were family or something, the way I think of them! I think that's a real part of their charm. //shakes head// Here I am a grown woman... lol
Anyway, thank you for the virtual MKMF hug! haha! I just posted part 2, so hopefully it won't burst too many bubbles.
For some reason this part made me think of Jaejoongs song run away. There are so many emotions in this part, both good and bad. I loved the family breakfast, the easygoing and filled with love and friendship , a world of their own that is coming to an end.
I called for you even when you left It’s the end of the road Even though we broke up, even if I let you go all the way Because I cared for you I couldn’t let you go Instead, above a high water level in a tsunami I will burn you to forget our engorged vain love
I just have to say it’s over I think you feel the same Why is it when I try to make you laugh You just run away Don’t tell me I didn’t try I don’t hate anything Why is it when you made me love you You just run away
It will start I too am tired I will find a new path and get away from this Why did I care for you why did I cage you in I regret above a high water level in a tsunami I will burn you to forget our engorged vain love and
I just have to say it’s over I think you feel the same Why is it when I try to make you laugh You just run away Don’t tell me I didn’t try I don’t hate anything Why is it when you made me love you You just run away
I absolutely loved this chapter! Angst and all lol such a mix of emotions. Jaejoong's crippling insecurities *sigh* it's easy to see where he's coming from though, poor Jaejoong. But then Yunho has to be so perfect and wonderful and sing Confession awww when Jae cried I almost cried with him, I was expecting the night to end badly but it was so sweet<3 then the lovemaking did me in lol THIS:
"They made love slowly, tenderly-not rushed or heated the way it normally was. This was different. Yunho moved against him, never breaking their eye contact, holding his gaze like he was trying to make him understand. I love you, his eyes said. Don’t doubt me."
When I read Yunho's implied words I got chills all over and teared up again GAH so sweet, so much love<3 that along with Yunho's words at the party... it breaks my heart to think about how intensely they loved each other and still ;; life can be so cruel *sigh
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Poor boys. Yes, Jaejoong is incredibly insecure--it goes back to that fear of abandonment that subconsciously motivates much of what he does and thinks. But Yunho does love him. So much. It's just hard to constantly have to prove it to him. If only they could read each other's minds...
And yes! The morning after scene was seriously my favorite part to write. These boys practically write themselves! They're all just too fun. I love the DBSK family!
Also 2013 YunJae--of course things wouldn't be so easy! Ha! But Yunho won't totally back down and let this opportunity go. /wink wink/ You'll see in part 2. Hopefully the ending will add a little light at the end of a bleak tunnel...
You are perfectly connecting past to future . What happened in his past always have a big impact on Jaejoong's personality. He always has some expectation that when everything is ok there would be trouble or some bad things may gonna be happen. And of course it's effects to Yunho too. Waiting eagerly for Part 2!
Yeah, poor Jaejoong. He's been burned before and doubts pretty much everything. Also he's been hurt by Yunho in the past...but this time things may work out a bit different. ;)
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I was almost hoping that Jaejoong would have ignored the text from Yunho for dinner. He always seems to get disappointed whether it's Yunho's fault or not. I'm pretty sure that Jaejoong will just channel it into writing more sad songs. I wonder which WWW tunes you'll attribute to Jae's favorite muse:) I know which ones I'm betting on!
My favorite part was the "morning after" breakfast table conversation<3 I'm going to say right now that was THE quintessentially BEST, awkward YunJae + YooSuMin (you guys could make an effort to keep the noise down) conversation! Thank you so much for not making Junsu an oblivious idiot<3 So many people like to write him as ( ... )
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And I'm so glad you enjoyed the morning after breakfast convo. That was probably my favorite part to write out of the whole story so far! And Junsu--though he can be a bit clueless, he's really not so much as people make him out to be! And I would imagine he has zero problem with what YunJae does, he just likes to be a bit cautious when it comes to the professional side of things. He's a sweetie.
Yes, I love these boys dearly. You'd think they were family or something, the way I think of them! I think that's a real part of their charm. //shakes head// Here I am a grown woman... lol
Anyway, thank you for the virtual MKMF hug! haha! I just posted part 2, so hopefully it won't burst too many bubbles.
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I called for you even when you left
It’s the end of the road
Even though we broke up, even if I let you go all the way
Because I cared for you I couldn’t let you go
Instead, above a high water level in a tsunami
I will burn you to forget our engorged vain love
I just have to say it’s over
I think you feel the same
Why is it when I try to make you laugh
You just run away
Don’t tell me I didn’t try
I don’t hate anything
Why is it when you made me love you
You just run away
It will start I too am tired
I will find a new path and get away from this
Why did I care for you why did I cage you in
I regret above a high water level in a tsunami
I will burn you to forget our engorged vain love and
I just have to say it’s over
I think you feel the same
Why is it when I try to make you laugh
You just run away
Don’t tell me I didn’t try
I don’t hate anything
Why is it when you made me love you
You just run away
Very appropriate lyrics! OH Jaejoongie...
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"They made love slowly, tenderly-not rushed or heated the way it normally was. This was different. Yunho moved against him, never breaking their eye contact, holding his gaze like he was trying to make him understand. I love you, his eyes said. Don’t doubt me."
When I read Yunho's implied words I got chills all over and teared up again GAH so sweet, so much love<3 that along with Yunho's words at the party... it breaks my heart to think about how intensely they loved each other and still ;; life can be so cruel *sigh ( ... )
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And yes! The morning after scene was seriously my favorite part to write. These boys practically write themselves! They're all just too fun. I love the DBSK family!
Also 2013 YunJae--of course things wouldn't be so easy! Ha! But Yunho won't totally back down and let this opportunity go. /wink wink/ You'll see in part 2. Hopefully the ending will add a little light at the end of a bleak tunnel...
Thanks as always for your comments! :)
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