Omg Jessica ;; you're right, it's so sad! Poor Yunho *sigh* but of course Jae was hurting almost as much... gosh these two. And yes, you made me cry (again) lol your writing is just so realistic, it hits all my yunjae feels ;; I guess they both have to go through this period of assessment, trying to figure out if their relationship is really worth it with everything against them. Yunho must know exactly how Jae is feeling since he's been through it before, pushing Jae away for so long. Which is why he's so sure he knows Jae still wants to be together deep down, but now he knows Jae needs more time. Both of them were afraid for different reasons though. Ugh, so frustrating and sad at the same time. They have really valid concerns too. I wonder if Yunho understands Jae's number one fear is being left again. He's going to have to work a lot harder to convince him. At least he seems determined himself and that's half the battle. Sorry to prattle on lol I wasn't going to say anything but then it got away from me xD
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The tears have started again! But luckily, there will be fewer angsty chapters in this one. Phew! The next couple should be a little more enjoyable. ^_^
As for 2015 Jae's mention of Yunho's parents... that is a hint of something that happens in this story! Not too long before Jaejoong enlists. Ehem--so I guess there will be more angst...but like I said, just not as much of it. Haha
Thanks for letting me know about the typo! I fixed it and actually found another one (Ugh, they're so hard to spot sometimes!)
I'm going to throttle him lol Yunho how could you?! Ughhh no wonder Jae is still insecure *sigh* dang it!
Well if you want to be knit picky lol shouldn't unexpected be unexpectedly? Of course Yunho was upset, he can talk however he likes ;) I didn't notice any others but I was a bit wrapped up in the story xD
Sigh. Yunho...means well. But one of his weak points is his fidelity to his parents (though I guess many would say that's not a flaw, haha...in this case...) Anyway, I can't give away too many spoilers! Prepare to be frustrated though. Haha.
Well omg. Where do I even start? First of all i was sooooo happy to see an update ;_; and it ws so eventful! As always you sre so realistic and id you dont believe me i will convince you now. Basicslly im going through a horrible break-up and Jaejoong in this is me and the guy is Yunho. He broke up because his family wont accept me for religious reasons, so we parted still being soo in love. And now he is fighting so hard not to leave me alone (like yh) nd im trying to get over him (like jj) even woth him not leavibg me alone. The dialogue you wrote is sooo spot-on eirh everything! How when he eants to be together we are, when he wants to break up we break up. But then he comes crawling back making me feel guilty for letting him go. It is all about his feelings, just like wht JJ said. So needless to say your chap blew my mind because it is do freaking realistic and true. You sre amazing! I cant wait for the next update, their relationship is soo complicated with mixed signals and emotions waah ❤️:(
Wow! I'm so glad you commented and shared some of your story! I'm sorry to hear you're going through a hard time--but as they say, "love is pain." Still, I sincerely hope things work out for you and your loved one, or that you can at least find some semblance of peace.
But I'm also pleased to hear you felt this was realistic and true to life! I really try to delve into the complex emotions of the "characters" I write (whether in fan fic or my own original fiction). I think human nature is a really amazing thing--though this is a story about two Korean idols, the human experience and emotions are relatable and ring true (if I do things right!) I actually put a bit of my own experiences into the last one (BTC). I think one of the reasons post-split YunJae and TVXQ has always fascinated me so much is because I was able to relate to it in a personal way.
I'm starting to ramble. haha. I really appreciate your comment though! I was thinking about it all through the day today. Wishing you the best!
^^ It was actually me that left that comment but I was abroad and only had my phone and thus it got anonymous and with awful spelling hahaha. Well you really do suceed! What I always loved about your fics is that it is true to their characters- everything you write could have 100% happened in real life as we know these two people. Breaking up over JJ's insecurity, Yunho's pride and then now Yunho's determination that never faulters, but JJ's constant fear of being left behind and being lonely. I hope it works out for them, I can't wait for the next update <3
I'm glad you enjoyed army-Jaejoong! When I was first plotting this fic, I was worried about depicting their time in the military realistically since I really know nothing about the way the R.O.K army works. I've had to do a LOT of research and reading trying to figure it all out. But I'm still playing it fairly safe for now. Anyway--it's good to hear you liked it! Now in the next chapter you'll get to see Army-Yunho
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Yunho won't give up! But he's going to lick his wounds for a bit and regroup. His current tactic wasn't working, so he'll have to get a bit more creative! You'll see his next move in chapter 3! Finally we'll get some more Yunho POV!
I'm so glad to see you've updated this story! You have such a gift with words <3 Your fics never fail to make me feel what your characters are feeling. I get so pulled in that I'm always sad when the chapter ends (but I guess THAT is every fangirl lol).
I'm looking forward to see a happier story for these two, but I'll take the angst in the meantime ^^ I'm looking forward to more when you can find the time! Per curiosity, do you post or publish your original works of fiction anywhere? (I still have to remind myself occasionally that your YunJae is in fact fiction, ahaha) And if they're posted here, I apologize for not digging thoroughly XDD
^_^ Thank you so much! I really appreciate your comment and am so glad you can feel the emotion in the story!
The next chapter won't be *quite* as angsty . . . they're moving towards a happier ending step by step.
As for my original fiction, I've got a few short stories on this live journal somewhere back there, haha. There's also an old fanfic I wrote. BUT I've been working on an original novel for a while. It's pretty juicy as well, hopefully it will go over as well as my fan fic, hahaha.
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As for 2015 Jae's mention of Yunho's parents... that is a hint of something that happens in this story! Not too long before Jaejoong enlists. Ehem--so I guess there will be more angst...but like I said, just not as much of it. Haha
Thanks for letting me know about the typo! I fixed it and actually found another one (Ugh, they're so hard to spot sometimes!)
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Well if you want to be knit picky lol shouldn't unexpected be unexpectedly? Of course Yunho was upset, he can talk however he likes ;) I didn't notice any others but I was a bit wrapped up in the story xD
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But I'm also pleased to hear you felt this was realistic and true to life! I really try to delve into the complex emotions of the "characters" I write (whether in fan fic or my own original fiction). I think human nature is a really amazing thing--though this is a story about two Korean idols, the human experience and emotions are relatable and ring true (if I do things right!) I actually put a bit of my own experiences into the last one (BTC). I think one of the reasons post-split YunJae and TVXQ has always fascinated me so much is because I was able to relate to it in a personal way.
I'm starting to ramble. haha. I really appreciate your comment though! I was thinking about it all through the day today.
Wishing you the best!
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I should have the next chapter up in the next couple weeks!
Thank you again for your wonderful comment. ^_^
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I'm glad you enjoyed army-Jaejoong! When I was first plotting this fic, I was worried about depicting their time in the military realistically since I really know nothing about the way the R.O.K army works. I've had to do a LOT of research and reading trying to figure it all out. But I'm still playing it fairly safe for now. Anyway--it's good to hear you liked it! Now in the next chapter you'll get to see Army-Yunho ( ... )
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I'm looking forward to see a happier story for these two, but I'll take the angst in the meantime ^^ I'm looking forward to more when you can find the time! Per curiosity, do you post or publish your original works of fiction anywhere? (I still have to remind myself occasionally that your YunJae is in fact fiction, ahaha) And if they're posted here, I apologize for not digging thoroughly XDD
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The next chapter won't be *quite* as angsty . . . they're moving towards a happier ending step by step.
As for my original fiction, I've got a few short stories on this live journal somewhere back there, haha. There's also an old fanfic I wrote. BUT I've been working on an original novel for a while. It's pretty juicy as well, hopefully it will go over as well as my fan fic, hahaha.
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