the stupid things we sayc3rb3rusJanuary 6 2006, 06:48:15 UTC
if i don't expect anything of us/you ... i can't be disappointed ... i'm tired of those days i feel depressed cause i'm being ignored by you, your probably starting to feel how i used to maybe ... maybe ur not
Re: the stupid things we sayc3rb3rusJanuary 6 2006, 08:22:59 UTC
when u called me about ur acceptance into uni (congratulations again btw), i really didn't want to talk to you ... the way i feel is that ... i really couldn't be bother working on friendship anymore ... maybe we can work on it later on this year :) but right now ... its just a gut feeling
ps: i know you would get the message ... i don't have myspace ... u don't have msn ... and sms annoys me to buggery (you didn't think i was taking back what i say did u? because i never do that :D)
pss: that death thing ... why bring that up ... because believe me when i say this ... I DO NOT LIKE YOU ANYMORE ... don't believe me ... i can prove it ... you won't like my methods however
i like that giving it all concept...problem is, i dont particularly want to lose the friendships that i have mentioned above,but they seem to think i am changing who i am, when what i'm doing is simply making friends with a new bunch of people who happen to like the clothes i like, and listen to the same music... i am unsure of when too say enough is enough and "untie" myself, for fear of never finding the same level of comfort again...
there need not be a sense of loss. I always thought that in letting go of past forms it allows things to take on different shapes. You can apply it to relationships in the sense that if you let relationships develop without attempting to push them in an unnatural direction, then hopefully it will save you the anxiety that might come with trying to hang onto certain bits and pieces. becoming acquainted with these people wasnt a forced obligation, as far as i would know, it developed naturally, but once these things start getting forced, it can be burdensome
-life is unfair, its a stab in the chest...its all a part of growing up!
-things usually look better on others than it does to us because..well i like to look at it n think that there is some item out there better than the one she is wearing lol and this way i dont care! :)
-hun, ill always be there for u and forever in ur debt! friends for eternity no matter where we move to ill hunt u down even if its just to say hello to u hehehe
-changing isnt always meaning loss of a friendship......if u want something to remain bad enough then ull be willing to work through watever tries to stop it........
please dont ever feel like ur worthless or that u have unanswered questions......in time all will fix itself but until then u just have to piss it off and enjoy ur life because u only get one crack at it so make it a gud one... xoxoxoxoxoxoox love u loads amy
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p.s. even when you delete the comment i still get the notification sent to me... thanks
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ps: i know you would get the message ... i don't have myspace ... u don't have msn ... and sms annoys me to buggery (you didn't think i was taking back what i say did u? because i never do that :D)
pss: that death thing ... why bring that up ... because believe me when i say this ... I DO NOT LIKE YOU ANYMORE ... don't believe me ... i can prove it ... you won't like my methods however
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friendships shouldnt need to be work... so i guess yeah,maybe later in the yr...
i'll miss you...i cant believe i'm actually agreeing to this kinda lapse in friendship... i... dont know what to say
see you round i guess
love you
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-things usually look better on others than it does to us because..well i like to look at it n think that there is some item out there better than the one she is wearing lol and this way i dont care! :)
-hun, ill always be there for u and forever in ur debt! friends for eternity no matter where we move to ill hunt u down even if its just to say hello to u hehehe
-changing isnt always meaning loss of a friendship......if u want something to remain bad enough then ull be willing to work through watever tries to stop it........
please dont ever feel like ur worthless or that u have unanswered questions......in time all will fix itself but until then u just have to piss it off and enjoy ur life because u only get one crack at it so make it a gud one...
xoxoxoxoxoxoox love u loads amy
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