who i am, or wish i was?

Mar 25, 2006 18:18

i am very indecisive in almost everything i do. i need someone else's seal of approval before i can confidently carry out any sort of task. or, in some cases, someones disproval. just an acknowledgement ( Read more... )

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4 tips for healthy independent living c3rb3rus March 25 2006, 14:11:58 UTC
a) i can make u do nething by calling u emo :D
b) laundry sux so very much ... might go to a laundromat and meet a hot chick just like in the movies ... ahhh
c) cruskits are the ultimate in food ... cheap and delicious !!!
d) less thinking about what will happen if some1 dies and more TV

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Re: 4 tips for healthy independent living maralyn_munroe March 27 2006, 09:52:05 UTC
you got it wrong. you can make me do anything by calling me a tomboy. you can only make me really angry by calling me emo.

i'm not emo, i just dont like shit music.

the end

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Re: 4 tips for healthy independent living c3rb3rus March 27 2006, 09:58:11 UTC
hey tomboy .. admit that ur emo .. or u'll forever be labelled a tomboy .. according to ur theory this should work lol :D :D .. and u just don't like shit music .. which music would that be .. sush! is very confused .. u wouldn't be referring to marco v .. because if u were i would have to deprogram u

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enhancd_reality March 26 2006, 11:47:09 UTC
I like how you emphasised your point by putting a full stop after "i am not yours full stop." The strange thing is...as much as i love you and am proud to call you my friend, i wouldn't know half as much about you as i do if i didn't read this blog, which is sad. Why is this? i suppose a few things have happened that made me somewhat weary of getting so close to you but that is in the past is it not? Anyway, i guess it's only just starting to sink in that you could be gone very soon and that i take our friendship for granted...we should gather around a watercooler and discuss things sometime. I'll give you a call :)

xox

ps. sushi- if you had prawncrackers in there somewhere i'd call you a genius. And perhaps bachelor-chow


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c3rb3rus March 27 2006, 00:24:19 UTC
but prawn crackers and vegemite lol ... u crack me up ... however gabe next time i'm down we are going to make some piemonade! and hopefully go raving!! i just download a bunch of stuff from in qontrol 2005 ... yoji biomehanika is wicked ... said it before but i'll say it again

getting back into the infect mush atm

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maralyn_munroe March 27 2006, 07:16:31 UTC
i guess the half that you knew before you read the blog is things i can say, face to face, without feeling it is stupid or something like that. sometimes, for some stupid reason or another (probably because i mainly hang around boys e.g. you, luke, keiran) it has become easier to just joke around and not say how i'm really feeling, because not a lot of emotional stuff is said when i am hanging around. i guess this is an easier way to sy this stuff, becuase i cant see your (or anyone's) reaction when they read it... if that makes sense...

do you know the other thing? even after reading this blog, there is still so much you dont know...but thats the same position i am in with you.

love

watercooler and discuss things?
sounds like a plan. perhaps even around a sno-cone machine?

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enhancd_reality March 27 2006, 10:54:38 UTC
did the blue coconut grow on you did it? :) That question could sound odd to some people but ohwell. Tahiti Sunrise is still da bomb in my world. Brain freezes are for chumps, lung freezes are for heros!...

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reply aimoo March 27 2006, 04:34:43 UTC
wow jess u speak such strong words...........these have touched my heart
i love the way u say how u feel it really proves how much of a true friend u are and have been to me

xoxox

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Re: reply maralyn_munroe March 27 2006, 09:52:28 UTC
you = awesome

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j_regula March 31 2006, 00:47:19 UTC
im gklad your doign what you feel is right and not just cuz i get to live 10 mins away from you again.

Its a shame about the bowl, id realkly love to coem up if im on uni brake i possibly will- even dog bec n ben n luc n all who are probably goign camping.
BUT i cant belive u suiggested i get that horrible train again!

Id help out at teh bowl, teh onyl thing is i have that job now and i doubt id be able to take like a wek off or whatever, and its not tat bada job afterall, i.e no more nigthmares or coldsores.

xxx

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