thanks for the rain.

ok i dunno...

take as you will...

so the other weekend i went with my mom to visit my grandfather. My Uncle lives next door and owns and runs a dairy farm. I went with my Aunt to pick up my cousin (10 yr. old). She had a great time. Well at the party their were puppies. Apparently the famiy breeds labradors. they had a litter of chocolates with some goldens. they were oh so cute, ( Read more... )

ok so I have no life. well not much of one anyways. I realize that this is my own fault. I isolated myself. mainly because being part of the real world has never thrilled me, and at times it's terrified me. I wish I could just dive into life head first. something seems to be holding me back. I wish I could rid myself of whatever it is that is ( Read more... )

So I am doing much better than I was yesterday. Perhaps sitting around all weekend does not agree with me. Huh - Who'd of thunk it? I need to work on my reel. But I am looking for motivation which seems to be in short supply. I need to dig it up from somewhere. If only there was a source nearby. Looks like I may need to go on a quest in order to ( Read more... )

I'm tired. I shouldn't be I have had a weekend off. From life. It's been nice. Albeit mysteriously unrestful.

Tired of my tedious lonely life.
Tired of not having control.
Tired of being in a lull.

I'm tired of drama.
I'm tired of living alone.
I'm tired of not having drama of my own.

Physically, Emotionally, Spitirually

why is it that I cannot motivate myself to get out of the Land of Ice and Snow ( Read more... )

ok so this past weekend was very fun. i got to hang out with an old friend. and some new ones. and even meet some new people. it'll be interesting where things go from here. hope everything is well with all ( Read more... )

so i am back to the daily grind now. Siggraph was awsome! Go Dorkfest 2006! i got to meet people in computer animation. it was great. i am all networked now. i just need to keep in contact with all these people. yay.

warped tour was wicked cool. lots of excellent bands. i bought several cds. enjoyed them all the way home.

so this coming week i am going to be attending the siggraph conference. it is in boston. it's a conference for animation types. i am so psyched. and nervous. it's going to be a great week whatever happens. i am hoping for at least a lead on a job. a job offer would be wicked cool. yeah i would love that. either way i am going to warped tour the ( Read more... )