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[marc_anthony]

Tonight could have been a beautiful night, well it was... literally. The air was cool, the sky was clear and flecked with stars. A beautiful night outside and I had thought it would be a beautiful night for me. Amanda invited me over her house for coffee. She sounded a little distracted, slightly reserved, worried, and that concerned me. She

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[amanda_marshall]

Baby, I wish there was a nicer, happier post that I could do this in. But, we can put all this behind us, and just be greatful that we're giving each other another chance...
I love you. And I hope you get everything you wanted for Christmas. I'm getting exactly what I asked for. I guess Santa decided that I did deserve something, even after everything. Everything I've done..
You are such an amazing man, a wonderful friend, and a passionate lover. I love you, with every fiber of my being, with everything I am. I'm yours, you're mine, and I won't ever make you cry again. All of my strength is going into making us work. I know I have issues. My head's not always working as well as it should be, but I want this to work. It has to work. Because the way I feel for you, I've never felt before...for anybody.

I know we're supposed to start over, but I'm saying this now. You want forever? Baby, it's yours. If you'll have me.

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[marc_anthony]

I love you, more than you'll know. I did get everything I wanted, and because seeing you was on that list, I'll be receiving a final gift soon. Amanda, you deserve everything you want and more, so much more.

Te amo, mas de lo que te puedes imaginar. Tienes un pedazo de mi corazon, para siempre, por eternidad. Estoy perdido sin ti, sin ti me falta todo, sin ti no queda nada. Te quiero, Amanda. Translated here...

That pretty much sums up everything. I couldn't really explain it without saying it in spanish. I just... I love you, baby.

I know we're supposed to start over, but I'm saying this now. You want forever? Baby, it's yours. If you'll have me.
You know I will, baby.

[amanda_marshall]

Whatever I deserve, doesn't matter. I'm getting what I want, what I so despereatly need. As corny as it sounds, you are the air I breath, the reason I live, and the only person in the world who can make me smile continuously. People said I seemed so happy when I was with you. That my face lit up when I talked about you. They were right, but they didn't know even the half of it. It went further than the smile on my face, or the words that came from my mouth. Marc...you get into my soul. you are my soul. And it brightens when I'm around you.

Okay, this is why I don't like the holidays. I'm already emotional enough, and look what happens now...*laughs*

I love you.

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[marc_anthony]

You have my heart, Amanda. For always. It's not corny, that means so much to me... having you say that, it's incredible, because I feel the same way.

Te amo.