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[marc_anthony]

First off I want to say thank you to everyone who friended me and thought that I have something interesting to say. I'll try to not disappoint

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[billy_tallent]

It looks like you both are a good match, something that's hard to find these days. It's really good to see Amanda finally find someone who makes her happy because she'd been hurting for so long over Christian. You're a good man for that alone.

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[marc_anthony]

Thank you, Callum. All I can do is help her along the way, be there for her when she needs me to be. Trying to make things better for her after everything that happened with Christian was the least I could do for her. Seeing her hurt so much killed me, I had to do something because I love her.

[xspiderx]

I'm really happy to see that things are working out well for you and Amanda and that your family seems to have accepted her. I hope this is the first of many Thanksgivings you spend together.

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[marc_anthony]

Thank you, Spider. I hope so, too.

[chriskattan]

Hello, I just wanted to say hello. *waves*

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[marc_anthony]

Hey, Chris. Love your work, good stuff.

[amanda_marshall]

Such an accurate recap of the evening *smiles* thank you for that.

Please...God, don't take this the wrong way. Sometimes, I just...I think maybe this was all too much. too much, too fast, you know? I know we said we were going to take things slowly, and I suppose we mostly did. Just...I can see myself falling into the same hole I was in before. And I know exactly what's going to happen when I leave you after Thanksgiving. I'll go with Andy and Eric and I'll sulk. I'll look like everything's fine, and I'll say that everything's fine. But being away from you will be killing me.
Eric will see it, Andy might even know. But I'll know it...and you'll feel it, even from there.
And...this fact is terrifying me. We've only been "together" for a little over a week. And yes, I know that the feelings go back...a ways. But still, the relationship itself is still new. And I'm already so dependant on you.
Please don't take any of this the wrong way...I do want to be with you. I'm not breaking up or anything. But I felt I really

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[marc_anthony]

I'm glad you told me, Amanda. I want you to be able to tell me everything you feel. I know we've spoken about this and you know I'll miss you immensely when you're gone but it'll only make us stronger.

Being away from you will kill me and I'll always feel it but we both know it's for the best. We'll see each other as often as we can. I want you to be comfortable with what we have, baby. We're dependent on each other, Amanda, both of us. I guess because what we feel goes back to before we started this relationship that we're now making up for not being together. We're going to take things one day at a time, we're going to learn how to deal with things that come our way. I told you how much you mean to me, where your place in my heart is... we'll be fine, I know it.

[amanda_marshall]

I...thought about not telling you. I wasn't sure what would come of it, what it would do to us. I figured we were strong enough to overcome it, but still, I worried.

*nods* I couldn't have possibly said it any better. Thank you for reassuring me. Honestly...I was hoping to keep this nice long thread going, but you've said all the things that were on my mind...
So with that, I love you.

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[marc_anthony]

You can always tell me, baby. And believe me, we can always worry, especially if we're not together all the time, I have to worry about you.

*moves closer to you, wrapping my arms around you* Who says it has to end? Love you, too, baby. I'm going to miss you when you leave.