I am weaker than I will ever admit

[marcatduke]

They follow me. Why? All I do is lead people to their deaths. When have I passed the tests that life has provided. I fail many many many times, and yet people still come to me for help. If you know what is good for yourself, fight for my enemies, I'd understand. Oh the paradoz, jumping through the white wall and finding a cockroach that has come

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[tsukubai]

people get killed/kill themselves/you kill them when you're around them?

[marcatduke]

THey get killed... I inspire them to charge up that hill and be brave and they get mowed down and destroyed. I tell people to do things by the book, have faith in their actions, and be strong, and they end up in a worse spot. So that was just me pleading for people not to come to me for inspiration, I fail horribly... the rest was me battling the cockroach. A creature so simple and innocent, but its life will amount to more than mine could ever truly be because cockroaches are more equipped to last. Man will be gone, all I would have done would have been forgotten, and it goes deeper than that oh so much more deeper. Closer to insanity, lol, though it isn't uncommon for such ideas to come up in the minds of people