my back is killing me.

and it wont pop.

this is ridiculous.

i spent trying to be someone i wasn't.

Fit in.

Say yes.

Know everyone.

Be everywhere.

when the whole damn time the kids i should have been with were right here.
if i met you this summer, whether we hung out a lot or not, im glad we met.

I havent written in this thing since my grandfather had slaves. What an emo ass journal. I was plastered when i wrote my last entry. Theres no way in hell i love everyone reading this. : )

This summer has been goood. with 3 oh's.

it has been so long. i mean seriously i dont even know what to put in here. im a senior in high school and i think its hitting me. finally. in less than one year i will seriously have said goodbye to a lot of people i wont see again for another five to ten years. i sit here in and listen to music as i contemplate the changes ive made. haha ( Read more... )

Looking back on the memory of
The dance we shared beneath the stars above
For a moment all the world was right
How could I have known you'd ever say goodbye
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
But I'd of had to miss the dance ( Read more... )

next time your having a bad day

remember im probably having a good one.

i love my best friends.

Bring it on, Dennis.

I'm a little bigger than Woodstock was back in the day.

Happens to the best of us.

life would be great if there was always a clear right and wrong.

i love both of them. theres some sketchiness goin on though.

love. destroys. lives.

good or bad its gotta end.

i just want a sign.

whats right

which girl

which friend

yes or no

go or stay

make up your mind or I'll do it for you.

this wasnt meant to be cryptic.

Yeah it's been a while since I wrote in this ( Read more... )