Again.

[maree_tourne]

Life just feels like one big push and pull. I want to leave Tulsa, but I want to stay. I want Sasi to come home, but I never want to see her again. I want to get back into playing the music I love, but I want to leave it for good. I know it's just the desire to stay a kid as you grow up, but honestly I don't know what the right answers are anymore

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[oxyjack]

I always thought I was the most indecisive person in the world, then I met my boyfriend. And he will go as far as telling people we run into at work a plan he has decided on that day, and the next day, run into that person brother or sister or father or mother, and tell them something completely different....

[ickletarakins]

don't worry about it, I went through this phase for like...at least three years. then I finally figured out what I wanted, went for it, and things are great now! it just sometimes takes us a while to get to "that point"