"too shy, can't meet people, can't make friends. . . and what would they want with me anyway? i'm living almost entirely in my own world. . . inside my head.
fuck, just wishin' for somebody to show up on my doorstep, surprise me, tell me that they'd like to go for a walk just to talk a little while. . . "
Sorry this might be a little late...but that sounded soo much like me. I'm just shy and quiet, not initiating convos with anyone, because I think, really, if they got to know me, they wouldn't understand and we'd go our seperate ways because I don't seem to be living in their world. It's saddening really. And wow, 16 years, that's about how long I've been at it, and still w/o treatment. But I think I'm doing better. Wish I was there and I'll show up on your doorstep. =]
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fuck, just wishin' for somebody to show up on my doorstep, surprise me, tell me that they'd like to go for a walk just to talk a little while. . . "
Sorry this might be a little late...but that sounded soo much like me. I'm just shy and quiet, not initiating convos with anyone, because I think, really, if they got to know me, they wouldn't understand and we'd go our seperate ways because I don't seem to be living in their world. It's saddening really. And wow, 16 years, that's about how long I've been at it, and still w/o treatment. But I think I'm doing better. Wish I was there and I'll show up on your doorstep. =]
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