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[marenzi]

I shouldn't be surprised that every single one of the blindfold_spn fills that I loved enough to save were written by people on my flist. :D You guys are so talented, it still blows me away. My deepest admiration to all of you

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[meltingconfetti]

I'm in the position of a girl who's never had a boyfriend, never been on a date, never been kissed until college - never wanted to be in a relationship in my life. And now I've had the opportunities, but I've still never felt anything more than deep affection for a good friend.

I've just been thinking a lot lately about why that is, if I'm waiting for a fireworks show instead of a spark, but I haven't even found the spark yet. At this point, I'm wondering if I will, and wondering why I'm not craving it like so many of my friends.

Holy shit, you've just described me. Well, not exactly me, but pretty damn close. So, hey, know that you're not the only one. . .

[marenzi]

It's good to know that we aren't alone in this, you know? I closed myself off to the idea of a boyfriend for years, and now I'm finally open to the idea but I'm not even sure how it's supposed to feel.

I figure it's something that will just happen naturally if I stop worrying about it, but I'm getting impatient. :)

[meltingconfetti]

I am going to PM you, if that's okay... I'd like to talk with you more about this... :)

[marenzi]

Absolutely! Feel free. ♥