yo yo ..ia doin fine by my damn self i spoke to chy well not really chy was on tye pooter and he IMed me and i told him how fucked up he did me and how i been feeling guilty for moving on...and he was alllike "my family.."my grandpa" ...well w/e ..he could do all the shit he wants with out me bothering his ass..anyways i dont want a boyfriend ..i ( Read more... )

i had a fun bday i got tickets to see santana and i feel god ..iam moving on from chyanne ..thats the end of thathe didnt even cal to wish me a hapy bday but w/e i aint gonna stress it cause i was ignoring someone for awhile and lately i been feelin them so ill see how it goes..

well iam sorry i havent updated in a while ..lol i had a job had is the keyword at papa johns ..it sucked and i wantt o be a big baller like my bro .so there you have it anyways iam so damn in love and ..there are things iam very confused about anywyas ..i tried to get greeenday tickets today but they were sold out by 10 10 am ..well i envy my ( Read more... )

and he said he never deserved me:

i have just spent the rest of my day wondering who i have become ,vday is fucking over rated ..iam in love with someone and out of love with another human being ..that really is a walking DICK....(carlos)..i dunno in what other words to put ti but its the honest truth ....but oh well thats that ..i spent all day ( Read more... )

its pretty fucked up when u find out who your real friends are!

wellits official chy dropped out ..and well he thinks its for the best..i envy him so much GOD knows how badly i wantt o leave southridge..i just dont have the balls to go and live with my dad emotionally i would miss it here ! damn it ! well its saturday and i have no plans tonite ...i am so bored iam just gonna slip in my pj's and watch the ( Read more... )

TODAY WAS COOL

but alot of tings are gay lol ..i have a feeling that someone wants to get with me ...but whatever ..i have a boy friend who i hardly see ..and i honestly dont care..all i care about is passing ..i miss my baby chy ..by the way i think he is droping out!

i cant stand fucking southridge poeple could talk shit  ..i swear i feel so fucking pissed and annoyed i have had the worst week...i feel so damn out of place ..i hate the fact that the people i mostly care about ..dont know how much i care bout them because i have a hard time showing it !! So let it be ..i need to go now i feel so empty with no ( Read more... )

today my mom and i are gonna have one of our little bonding saturdays which is fun ..damn my nails have goten so fuckin long lol and well i miss my baby ..he dedicated that omarion song to me how cute ..*sighs*..dman this week has gone by fast ..and well chy back in school is awsome..he makes me feel so good inside ...well kevin called me to chil ( Read more... )

chy and i started officially being together ..jan 3 ...

in other news i hate southridge....i hate night school lol..the only thing that makes me get up in the morning is my cuban papi ..who i adore lol ..well i gtg homies lol