i'm never trusting men (or women again) and i don't think i'll ever cry, either ( Read more... )

i am really, really excited for christmas -- soo much ( Read more... )

i'm seriously wondering whether or not to drink and drink and drink so much this weekend so as though i no longer have expectations and people can't tell me that i may be developing a problem, because i know i'm not, but i also know i'd like to drink until i was dead ( Read more... )

i cut off all my hair; i am now breathing this new air. it's pretty cold. (mostly around my ears, though)

i sold a painting for 200$ and i'm spending most of it on alcohol. i'm going to get wasted and sit in a half-heated apartment 3/4s of my winter break. i am going to have an epiphane if it kills me.

-miss "nastalgia's got foto fingahz"

i want to cut off all my hair and breathe in new air.

so, i'va had some dreams about blowing my brains out (literally, you know, there was some gta involved too) but it had a strange, euphoric feeling attatched to it, like i had been wrapped up in a blanket in front of a bonfire and my shoulders were being rubbed. i started losing my hearing and all i could hear was my heart slowing down and blood ( Read more... )

hey hey!
i fixed my eljay. now i show up on your friends' page?? if so LEAVE ME A COMMENT? i like those since i haven't gotten them in like, a year. D:

anyway, it are snowtastic........outside. :O and it's nice! i even got an excused absence because i can't get out of my neighbourhood. :3 fufufu.

ok~ eggnog time. how are all of you?? :D

whaat? 70 degrees tomorrow? stop taunting me, mother nature, you're making me feel fresh and rejuvinated already....GERGH! i have such mixed feelings about the weather. all at once i want tons and tons and tons of snow for christmas and bundling and getting warm and coccoa, and then the next i can't wait for ...jesus i don't know. it to melt and it ( Read more... )

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first of all, i hate doctors and their offices, but not their stickers, or the electronic weights ( Read more... )