Today's smapxsmap was too fun. It feels so good to see the usual smapxsmap. The funny thing is, smap have taught me to cherish those little things we usually take for granted. Those plain and simple things that have a great value we don't notice until the day we lose them. But only today I realized that smapxsmap is one of these things, lol.
This week-end was special. Because of a random screencap I saw, I ended up rewatching an old sxs episode. And that episode happened to have a collaboration with Angela Aki for S-Live. The song was Tegami. I listened to the song many times while thinking about the recent events. I was also touched by the comment made by Ota Hikari. All of these moved me very deeply and made me think a lot. I thought about smap giving their all for what they love the most. And then I thought about all of those things that I loved the most and that I gave up on because I was too scared to be hurt again. I realized how much I wanted those things back.
Smap have taught me a lot of things, they made me smile a lot of times. Now, I want to believe in them and support them. But not only that. I want to fight the same battle as them. I want to face my fears for the things that I love the most.
Let's turn this pinch into a chance.