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it just began to pour.

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the post spider has vacated the premises, and it took it's web with it.

spiders in this place appear in new areas everyday. and never have i noticed a spider in the same place twice. they pick unusual, inconvenient spaces for their webs. yesterday one was attached to a deck railing next to the sidewalk, and the other end was attached to a branch on a tree that hovered ABOVE the sidewalk. it seemed unstable to me. i ( Read more... )

i am beginning to recognize the absence of affection in my life and it is a vicious feeling. knowing and preparing yourself for the way something is going to feel and actually feeling and living it is not the same. not even close. reason and emotion do not coexist. they are oil and water -- even if the conclusion is the same, it is not because ( Read more... )

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happy new year.

i got into the graphic design program
THIS IS A CELEBRATION, PEOPLE!
I AM DOING SOMETHING WITH MYSELF AFTER ALL OF THIS TIME
AND...... I AM EXCITED ABOUT IT.
can you believe this?
i can't.

i don't know how to act.
but i like it! i like it all.

i'm in maryland, enjoying ten days of stress-free summer in the thick, hot sun.
yessssssssss.

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