well i cranked out my proposal. went grocery shopping which is so key cuz i have so much food now. LIFE ( Read more... )

well i have come to the conclusion that talkign to adrian at night before i have to be up uber early is not such a good idea. he puts me into this extremely elevated state of bliss and i find it impossible to sleep. maybe the fact that i am not falling asleep with him beside me is also a contributing factor. but we were having a conversation about ( Read more... )

i think these types of tests are so interesting, but i wonder if they are truly accurate. i think that observation would be helpful in being 100% accurate, but that is pretty obvious. anyways, they are still fun to do, even though none of this surprise me.


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well i managed to fall asleep last night at a somewhat decent time. but now that i am awake again, all i can think about is chris leaving and how much i need to talk to adrian. i called him, but when i call him on teh weekends i fear that i am invading his space and not giving him room to breathe. so i decided that i wouldn't talk about my horrible ( Read more... )

WOW! chris just told me he is goign to school in sydney next year. and by sydney i mean the really far away sydney taht resides in AUSTRALIA!!!! i think the tears started to form as soon as i read that. and i can feel the tears still right now. WOW. i guess the one person who said he would never leave me, and who hasn't is actually leavign me now ( Read more... )

well last night ruled. i spent the night at adrian's house and i think i won over his best friend ashley, which is nice. i have never really had probs getting ppl to like me anyways. so ya, i got to fall asleep next to him and wake up next to him. it is one of those truly amazing feelings that i just can't get enough of ( Read more... )

well i woke up late, had to run to the bus, run to get to class on time. and then i went to the gym and swam for 30 mins or so. apparently i am more out of shape than what i thought cuz i used to be able to do 30 mins of pretty much straight laps without wanting to die. but it felt good, so now i know what my limits are and next time i go i am ( Read more... )

well life seriously rules. adrian makes me so happy it is ridiculous. after the "fight" on sunday, i think that we are really starting to develop as a couple. we are starting to understand how one another really works which is nice. and so ya.....i am so happy with him. it's a nice change in pace from other relationships ( Read more... )

well after being scared for life my convos in the office, i did not think that the day coudl get any worse ( Read more... )