I don't know what to say, without getting into detail. So I just thought I'd say that they never leave you, and yes, your mum knew you loved her. Just because we don't tell someone every 20 seconds we love them - well, you know that most human communication isn't done in words. In actions, in body language and all the rest.
My grandma seems to turn up whenever I buy shoes! Completely mad, and I still miss her - sometimes I cry a bit. She's been gone nearly 16 years, and I saw her when she died, walking through town. My mum's seen her a couple of times as well. It's to let us know she's still there.
I keep forgetting that my stepgrandad's dead. He was such a lively man, it seems incredible that the cancer won. But I feel lucky to have met him as he was a fabulous bloke.
But as long as she's in your mind, your memories, your heart - yes, you'll always miss her, but you'll have happy things to remember, and your life has been that bit richer from having known her.
I hope you don't mind my commenting even though you and I aren't friended (yet), but I read that you were having issues on a mutual friend's journal and I thought I'd drop in to see what had happened. I'm so sorry. I've read your last two posts and I'm now crying. My mother and I don't get along, you see... And I love her very much. I'm imagining my own feelings if I were in your place right now and I think the pain of knowing that there was a wedge between Mom and me would kill me. I am just so terribly sorry that you have to go through this. It's awful. Just... horrible. I feel for you with all my heart and I wish I could give you a hug of support.
You've inspired me to try to find some sort of peace with my mom. I'm sure that's of no help to you at all, but I thought I'd tell you anyway.
I hope you'll feel better soon. I know it will take time... but I hope the time passes as quickly as possible.
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My grandma seems to turn up whenever I buy shoes! Completely mad, and I still miss her - sometimes I cry a bit. She's been gone nearly 16 years, and I saw her when she died, walking through town. My mum's seen her a couple of times as well. It's to let us know she's still there.
I keep forgetting that my stepgrandad's dead. He was such a lively man, it seems incredible that the cancer won. But I feel lucky to have met him as he was a fabulous bloke.
But as long as she's in your mind, your memories, your heart - yes, you'll always miss her, but you'll have happy things to remember, and your life has been that bit richer from having known her.
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You've inspired me to try to find some sort of peace with my mom. I'm sure that's of no help to you at all, but I thought I'd tell you anyway.
I hope you'll feel better soon. I know it will take time... but I hope the time passes as quickly as possible.
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So much love from here and my thoughts are with you.
*hugs you*
Zoe
xx
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