i have decided to not msg him. in a very calm rational way. haha. as in im not doing it out of spite or emotionally or sth. im just stepping back, yes? yes. i feel like crawling into my lj and sleeping. it feels like a blanket. O.o jets flying over lots tonight. daha first mel will tell me den i'll hear it. if mat was here hed hear it too but
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