non illegitimus carborundum: don't let the bastards get you down. Hun, you're amazing and super-talented. If you didn't get in this year, then maybe you were just meant to be a star next year! Go to the apprenticeship, be strong, and show them what a mistake they made, or take the opportunity to learn why you didn't get in this year and work on your weak points for next year. It's worth it. Or you can just punk out and not show up because you feel ashamed or odd or some other negative emotion, but that's like telling them they were right. And confidence is never a bad thing. Read through what they said to you? Does it make sense? at all? maybe it doesn't, but maybe someday it will. I still have the letter I got the year I apprenticed, and I still look at it as legitimate criticism and work on the things that were weak points then and that I believe are still weak points now. Make any weaknesses your strength hunny, and you'll be born for greatness! I love you, and anytime you wanna talk feel free to give me a call. Always there
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P.P.S: wow. that was long. Oh! and an apprenticeship does not say anything about your relative wonderfulness to anyone else. Everyone's different, and nobody's perfect.
Dear Maridan, no one is better than you. reading that put a knife in my heart. DONT DOUBT YOURSELF. because i do not accept that anyone in YPCo is better than you. Im not in YPCo. they are not better than me. when i auditioned and made apprentice, they were not better than me. I AM THE BEST. say it with me I AM THE BEST. but when you say it, think of yourself, and MEAN it. there will always be room for improvement, that goes without saying. but in this business you should not doubt yourself. even when rejected (which by the way you werent) and if you dont believe that you are amazing, ill have to make you. take the positive, cherish it, take the negative, and improve upon it until it is positive, and then keep going, and dont let anypne hold you down, least of all yourself.
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Thanks dear.
That's the best advice I've gotten, and not with a sharp tongue sounding mad at me. *hugs*
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no one is better than you. reading that put a knife in my heart. DONT DOUBT YOURSELF.
because i do not accept that anyone in YPCo is better than you. Im not in YPCo. they are not better than me. when i auditioned and made apprentice, they were not better than me. I AM THE BEST. say it with me I AM THE BEST. but when you say it, think of yourself, and MEAN it.
there will always be room for improvement, that goes without saying. but in this business you should not doubt yourself. even when rejected (which by the way you werent)
and if you dont believe that you are amazing, ill have to make you.
take the positive, cherish it, take the negative, and improve upon it until it is positive, and then keep going, and dont let anypne hold you down, least of all yourself.
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