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Apr 25, 2008 21:15

Well apparently my very first post has to be made while I'm in a bad mood. Oh joy.

Got ditched yet again. Don't you just love the feeling? So okay, I don't have a boyfriend so I suppose I don't really understand the intensity of all of it... but is one friggin night really too much to ask? Am I being unreasonable, over dramatic, whiny here? Well whiny yeah, but back to the point... I've been feeling like crap since November. I usually manage to push it back to the back of my head so it's not so bad, but there are times when I just need a friend to talk to, to hang out with. We've been friends for 7 years, you'd think that would count for something... but I'm just the friend.

Okay, all moodiness aside, cause my introductory post should at least have one good thing in it, school is almost off! I have... three essays left to hand in, one to do in class, two theory exams and two practical ones, plus one oral presentation (shudders) meaning I have practically nothing to do compared to most people (having only four classes will do that to a person, especially when one of those is ballet...). And then, when I'm off school, I'll be working 6 days a week in order to afford my trip to England (and I really hope I will manage, cause otherwise I'll be stuck there moneyless either way since the tickets are already bought and hostel booked...), and then when I come back I'll start saving for... several other things. Like a laptop. And tickets to go see Paramore :D if they come to Quebec... which I hope they will in the winter, because last time they came was last winter... during a huge storm XD though it wasn't the biggest of the year. They wouldn't have wanted to be here in January :D but anyways, I really do hope they come and if not, well... I can wait... a little.

Talking of waiting... EIGHT MONTHS IS WAY TOO LONG! *hyperventilates* why oh why is the Twilight movie coming out in December?! Okay, yeah, around Christmas time and summer holidays are the best times for movies to come out, but I'm sure tons of people would have gone to see it anyway if it'd been in September or August or... now! At least Breaking Dawn is coming out in August, so I'll have a whole... night... to stop waiting for the movie. Cause I'm gonna read through the night again :D I believe it took me... well, I'm gonna roughly guess eight hours. I can't believe it's the last one though... Harry Potter ended last summer, and now this summer Twilight series will be over... WHAT WILL I READ? She better publish Midnight Sun!

Well... I think that was good enough of a rant for a first post. I really suck at keeping up journals though, I wouldn't be surprised if I'd forget about this one in like one or two months, but I'm sure Amy will nag me XD anyways

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