i feel your desperation
[ooc; I suppose I should give a head's up that Hotaru has fragments of her old life, since it's been about almost three months in her current state. Hotaru will remember those she was really close to -- or in this case, since the Hotaru muse had such a penchant for the weird people, more so Veronica, Maria, Angela, Vergil, and Sora. She's stopped her insane amount of growing. She can't officially awaken, unless a large threat presents itself, but the powerful spiritual energy around her doesn't help. Yes, I'm looking at you guys :B. She's been known in the anime and manga for having premonitions and dreams, so at this point, she's picking up on more so the nightmares; apparently Hotaru doesn't like Vergil-papa being stuck in a nightmare world. So. UUUUHHHH. I guess I'm throwing this out in the open, so someone can use it?]