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[marijuanaiscool]

I've been miserable allot lately. In fact I've noticed that I've been miserable the majority of my life. I think somehow I cling to my misery. I feel almost naked without it

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[evilmannequine]

Brendan, I love you.
you know this.

I would call you right now instead of writing this if I wernt pooping.

but I am.
and I cant get to the phone because I still need to wipe.

[marijuanaiscool]

pooping allot lately... lol... i think you just like using your computer from the toilet too much ;-)

love you too

my cousin interrupted me while I was writing that entry...

[evilmannequine]

its like I was holding it in for all those months... I swear to god...

I hope you had a good night last night.

I like your new icon

[maddiscogirl]

Shitty jobs? I know exactly what you mean. I'm in a rubbish job too and they treat me like a lepper (or however you spell it). I also cannot stand where i live at the moment. Hopefully i'm moving next month. I can't stand my misery either. I can sometimes deal with it very well but sometimes i could just never get out of my bed and cry for all eternity. Sometimes its music that keeps me going, sometimes its my other half that keeps me going and sometimes its just my own self-obsession that keeps me going.
xxx

[cassorelli]

So, I thought it wouldn't help at all to hear from a complete stranger that she knows exactly what you are talking about. We're are miles away from each other and yet connected. Think I sound crazy? You're probably right. Have you ever seen the movie waking life? If not I recommend you pick it up. Until then, enjoy your loneliness. Do you think you are more powerful attatched to someone or making it on your own? I don't know you but know you're a strong person.