What I did tonight was both easier and harder than I ever thought it would be.

And Im a mess right now, to say the least.

But we need lows for the highs to be high. We need sorrow so the joy can be joyous.

It just sucks that the bad needs to come first and hit you the hardest and longest.

Life is fleeting.

He's dating. Her to be exact ( Read more... )

For some reason I really miss him today. And it sucks.

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New and exciting things are indeed, new and exciting. Especially new and exciting really tall hot guys who think I'm cute.

I saw him tonight. Let me tell you, THE LAST person I expected or wanted to see. My heart stopped, I started shaking, all I could do was look at him.

He looked in my eyes, I looked in his.

He looked terrified. I looked indifferent.

I kept walking, and didn't look back. He turned and ran away.

And I think, it was closure. For me, at least.

1. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you slept in a bed with?
Bobby, unfortunately.

2. Where was the last place you went out to eat?
Fire and Ice

3. What was the last beverage you consumed?
Tea!

4. How many others have you cheated on?
None!

5. What is more essential - a pretty face or a great body?
Hmm. Body i'd say.

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I am so excited to go home this Wednesday ( Read more... )

I wish this wasn't how things are ( Read more... )

I am a horrible, nasty, inconsiderate, selfish, stupid girl.

Don't ask me what's wrong. I'm not going to tell you.

I just needed to let everyone know what a bad person I really am. You all should reconsider being my friend. It was a poor choice on your parts.

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