Seriously. You have got to be kidding me ( Read more... )

This needs to be done.

I need to be done.

I am done.

On top of my last 4 days-

i am now coughing and puking up blood.\

i'm dying-

just like last night already.

I can't make it on my own...

Because my heart is in OHIO!!!!

You know you love it you sexy man.

stomach is @ 90%

Soul is @ 10% and falling

what if.....

well, i'm still not well.

I'm feeling rather...depressed i guess. it just hits me like a 2 X 4 out of no where.

Today is no different.

Call me-

nothing like being home ALONE on a saturday, still in your pajamas at 7:00.

this blows

i'm starting to feel some what better... i am not taking any drugs for this. I don't want to feel dependant, or build up a tolerance, so in true hardass form, i'm doing this strait up ( Read more... )

After my dreadfully depressing evening on sunday, i awoke too shooting pains in my right lower ab area. being the hard ass that i am, i showerd up, and went to drumline anyway. Pain got worse, andy got angry. So, after coughing up blood,(yes this is gross, sorry), I went and checked my self into an emergency clinic. After spending the better half ( Read more... )

maybe it all is my fault...

who cares

im out of this place right now......

-crying
-------cuts
-----------pain
---------------run away..............
-----------dark
-------tear
-damned

Final interview today.

Star wars = the $hiznit

That's it