The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside And I've heard that you can't fight love...

Oct 09, 2002 22:19

Sappy. Mushy. Whatever you want to call it.;)

I was just thinking of a way to tell you exactly how I feel, and I couldn't think of anything really spectacular, so I'll just write whatever comes to mind. Hey, it's the thought that counts right? *soft laugh*
I was listening to that song that I had stuck in my head on Monday, and the lyrics made me think.

I cannot help it I couldn't stop it if I tried
The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside
And I've heard that you can't fight love, so I won't complain
'Cause why would I stop the fire that keeps me going on?

You've always been there for me. Always. I would stumble, and you'd stop me from falling. I could always count on you.

This line really got me thinking:
Why are we afraid to be in love?

Why were we? Why did I love you in silence for so long? I'm really not sure, but I do know that I am so grateful that you took chances on July 14th and kissed me...even if you pretended at first that it was an accident.;) I will be FOREVER grateful.

'Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you

Those lines speak for themselves. Read them, and love them.

Thanks for putting up with me for this long...I don't know how you can stand me.;) I really don't know how I got so lucky. When I first went to France to meet you, I was just another kid raised in the tough world of sports(...mom was a skater, dad was a hockey player, naturally their daughter turned out to be a skater...) and I was just looking for a partner. I'd already been told that I was going to win the Olympics one day, by my former coach, she said I'd win with Ilia. We all know where that went, so then when I was told the same thing with you, it didn't seem like much. But it did happen. And so much more than just Olympic gold. Yes, Marina has her priorities straightened out--from now on I am a person first and a skater second.
I love you. *kiss*
Oh, and Vic--thank you for skating with Shae...if you hadn't been, this all would have turned out very different. Amazing.
Gwendal, I'm feeling sentimental...what say we drag that old Romeo and Juliet program out of the closet? *puppy dog face*

[[some ooc...thanks for all the support guys:) my parents are having some problems over in Russia so we don't know what's going to happen. we'll see. and in other news, don't expect updates of real substance on Wednesdays for the next six weeks--I'm taking a Russian class.:)]]
Now, if you'll excuse us, we have some serious cuddling to do...
Marina
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