OK so you got sick. so i couldn't confront you. but another guy said something to piss me off. but jeff is getting upset enough for the both of us. and he'll handle it the way it needs to be handled better since it is his band. so i will stand back with arms folded, say my piece when i need to, and just watch it all unfold. it will be marvelous. ( Read more... )

Ok, so if the band was breaking up I wouldn't make a fuss, but since they're going to stick it out I'm gonna have to put my foot down.

1. Don't talk about me behind my back.
2. There's nothing I hate worse than a hypocrit.
    a. If you claim you're a Christian, fucking act like one. You're not doing your religion any good by acting the way you do.
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 So I haven't died. Simply been too busy to post and nothing really all that exciting to the rest of you to post for. although just now, i realized chef boyardee needs to stick to making things in tomato sauce and not to try to make mac and cheese. i couldnt even finish it.

things are going well. my sister is ornery as ever. (probably a misspelling ( Read more... )

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came ( Read more... )

"First Time"

We're both looking for something
We've been afraid to find
It's easier to be broken
It's easier to hide

Looking at you,holding my breath,
For once in my life,I'm scared to death,
I'm taking a chance,letting you inside.

Feeling alive all over again,
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says
For the first time
Maybe I'm wrong,
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Yet again, I have realized what a horrible person I am. I know jeff doesn't like reading stuff like this, but......

i hate it when i get in bad moods. any little thing can set me off. if i dont get my way i tend to pitch a little mini fit, depending on how bad i wanted it. once i'm in a bad mood, its hard to get me out. most of the time i'd rather ( Read more... )

I never know how to start these things anymore. i dont even know how to think of a subject. but i'm very tired and sitting at work trying to keep down some shredded beef and gravy from supper last nite, mostly because i know i need to eat (my appetite has waned in the past week) and i hate to waste food.

i really dont even know why i post on here ( Read more... )

So i'm sitting at work with not much to do. i love my job, everyone's saying how i took on this great challenge but its not that bad. maybe because its morely what i feel comfortable doing, keeping things organized and whatnot, so its cool. can't wait until i get paid though. the way its looking moving out won't be so hard the way i'm budgeting, so ( Read more... )

So friday i felt so sick i almost asked to go home early, coupled with horrible back pain which receded a bit after switching my posture while typing and the excitment of going home soon. went out with patrick to wild wings where we couldnt get in because i'm 6 months shy of being legally able to consume alcohol, though we debated telling them none ( Read more... )

So i'm posting at work. its ok here because they have a computer guy that keeps everything clean on the system so i can do w/e i want. i love this job, kind of hard picking up where someone else left off but its ok, getting the hang of it ( Read more... )